Sunday, 17 November 2013
I used to think that I could not go on And life was nothing but an awful song But now I know the meaning of true love I'm leaning on the everlasting arms If I can see it, then I can do it If I just believe it, there's nothing to it [Chorus:] I believe I can fly I believe I can touch the sky I think about it every night and day Spread my wings and fly away I believe I can soar I see me running through that open door I believe I can fly I believe I can fly I believe I can fly See I was on the verge of breaking down Sometimes silence can seem so loud There are miracles in life I must achieve But first I know it starts inside of me, oh If I can see it, then I can be it If I just believe it, there's nothing to it [Chorus] Hey, cause I believe in me, oh If I can see it, then I can do it (I can do it) If I just believe it, there's nothing to it [Chorus] Hey, if I just spread my wings I can fly I can fly I can fly, hey If I just spread my wings I can fly-eye-eye-eye Hum, fly-eye-eye... mains2013 from 2nd dec.....n I find myself on a sinking ship in troubled waters.......enough turbulence in my head.....whats gonna happen.....*sighs* i know its not the end of the road....but still i wanna get past all these troubling n tensed times and achieve what i have been all aiming for.....not too desperate but really anxious....
Tuesday, 16 April 2013
Tryst With Life!!
Dear Life I hope you don't mind that I'm writing this song about you.
Dear life, I spent all my mind since the day I started to doubt you.
Dear Life. you know that I tried to recognize the sad conviction that surrounds you.
Dear Life, I hope I can find another to conceive the world without you.
There's times that I feel alone.
There's times like I know where to go.
I just want to make believe
Life can be so sweet,
If that's alright.
And I just want to live my dreams.
Be all that I can Be.
If that's alright,
If that's alright.
Dear Life, it's time that I told you how lately I've placed my world around you.
This time, I'm walking the line to realize this painful sorrow that compounds you.
Crazy lies, when they dance in denial they understand that their fear has lost its value.
Here lies, a soul that was lost until I searched for the reasons and I found you.
There's times that I feel alone.
There's times like I know where to go.
I just want to make believe
Life can be so sweet,
If that's alright.
And I just want to live my dreams.
Be all that I can Be.
If that's alright,
If that's alright.
Too many days, well I see through their lies, can never.
Too many ways, how to hide my disguise
And fight through the demons and open my eyes,
They don't know.
Dear Life, I'll find my own way.
I just want to make believe
Life can be so sweet,
If that's alright.
And I just want to live my dreams.
Be all that I can Be.
If that's alright,
If that's alright,
If that's alright,
If that's alright,
If that's alright,
If that's alright,
If that's alright,
If that's alright.
So perfectly penned down thoughts about life...there are so many conflicts within the head that only I can realise and im pretty much aware that its only me who can find a solution....a solution not in true sense,but atleast the necessary momentum and motivation to get going,through all this and try my best to stay on track if i need to achieve my goals....the rest of the things,i leave them to the Almighty,,HE'll as always HE has done,take care of them....I need his blessings to survive and move forward,,,only He can guide me....
I know Life is not gonna be easy,it never was....we just need to survive,,,lead this ship cruising without bruising....the goals i have set,,,should be my focus...i should overcome this ongoing tryst of fears and uncertainties within my mind,,,n let time decide whatever it has got in store for me,,,there is no point in fearing and strangulating my peace of mind now,,,,i need to enjoy every moment which i get to live...let there be problems,they should not be hurdles in my life n not suffocate my inner peace....
sighs....everything is going to be alright....
I will WIN,,,,
maybe not immediately...
but DEFINITELY!!
AMEN!!
Dear life, I spent all my mind since the day I started to doubt you.
Dear Life. you know that I tried to recognize the sad conviction that surrounds you.
Dear Life, I hope I can find another to conceive the world without you.
There's times that I feel alone.
There's times like I know where to go.
I just want to make believe
Life can be so sweet,
If that's alright.
And I just want to live my dreams.
Be all that I can Be.
If that's alright,
If that's alright.
Dear Life, it's time that I told you how lately I've placed my world around you.
This time, I'm walking the line to realize this painful sorrow that compounds you.
Crazy lies, when they dance in denial they understand that their fear has lost its value.
Here lies, a soul that was lost until I searched for the reasons and I found you.
There's times that I feel alone.
There's times like I know where to go.
I just want to make believe
Life can be so sweet,
If that's alright.
And I just want to live my dreams.
Be all that I can Be.
If that's alright,
If that's alright.
Too many days, well I see through their lies, can never.
Too many ways, how to hide my disguise
And fight through the demons and open my eyes,
They don't know.
Dear Life, I'll find my own way.
I just want to make believe
Life can be so sweet,
If that's alright.
And I just want to live my dreams.
Be all that I can Be.
If that's alright,
If that's alright,
If that's alright,
If that's alright,
If that's alright,
If that's alright,
If that's alright,
If that's alright.
So perfectly penned down thoughts about life...there are so many conflicts within the head that only I can realise and im pretty much aware that its only me who can find a solution....a solution not in true sense,but atleast the necessary momentum and motivation to get going,through all this and try my best to stay on track if i need to achieve my goals....the rest of the things,i leave them to the Almighty,,HE'll as always HE has done,take care of them....I need his blessings to survive and move forward,,,only He can guide me....
I know Life is not gonna be easy,it never was....we just need to survive,,,lead this ship cruising without bruising....the goals i have set,,,should be my focus...i should overcome this ongoing tryst of fears and uncertainties within my mind,,,n let time decide whatever it has got in store for me,,,there is no point in fearing and strangulating my peace of mind now,,,,i need to enjoy every moment which i get to live...let there be problems,they should not be hurdles in my life n not suffocate my inner peace....
sighs....everything is going to be alright....
I will WIN,,,,
maybe not immediately...
but DEFINITELY!!
AMEN!!
Sunday, 3 February 2013
Ek aah bhari hogi hamne na suni hogi
Jaate jaate tumne awaaz toh di hogi
Har waqt yehi hai gum, us waqt kaha the hum
Kaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye...
Har cheez pe ashkon se likha hai tumhaara naam
Ye raste ghar galiyaan tumhe kar na sake salaam
Hai dil mein reh gayi baat, jaldi se chhuda kar haath
Kaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jahan tum chale gaye...
Ab yaadon ke kaante is dil mein chubhte hain
Na dard thhaherta hai na aanson rukte hain
Tumhe dhhundhh raha hai pyaar, hum kaise karein iqraar
Kaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jahan tum chale gaye...
Ho kahan tum chale gaye
listening to these lines on d fm in d afternoon when i was studying.....totally struck my heart.....it was as if my heart suddenly shrunk....i cudnt concentrate on anything else......
n was taken back,10 years back.....recalling those days....i cudnt help but let d tears find their own way out...as if all those things which were locked deep inside my heart,where noone can reach,,found a way to get out n drown me in them :'(
i still miss my sis......something i haven't really let ppl know...yeah its been almost 10years now...10 years long time,,but not that long enuf to completely heal those unattended unhealed scars...
it wud be her bday on d 13th,,,i can still recall those moments,,her last bday,,,almost evrythn.....
i donno..i cant share it wid anyone rather i dont lyk sharing it...d moment someone takes her name,,,im kinda lost n taken back,,,tears find der way to makeup for my fumbling speech n den i just find it difficult to even express my pain
why god has to do this....i donno,,never got d answer....
no matter how many ppl v come across,how much busy we are or how much d time has lapsed,,,,it just takes a moment,,a word,or an incident,,that just takes u back n u just realise how longing has your heart been for that person...u know that u cant ever meet that person makes u more vulnerable n helpless...i just pray she's happy wherever she is..!!
why god has to do this....i donno,,never got d answer....
no matter how many ppl v come across,how much busy we are or how much d time has lapsed,,,,it just takes a moment,,a word,or an incident,,that just takes u back n u just realise how longing has your heart been for that person...u know that u cant ever meet that person makes u more vulnerable n helpless...i just pray she's happy wherever she is..!!
Thursday, 17 January 2013
Silently sitting by the window I realized
In life , we all have
An unspeakable secret ,
An irreversible regret ,
An unkept promise ,
An unheard request ,
An irreplaceable loss ,
An unreachable dream ,
& an unforgettable person you love
Still,
Life is about being happy anyhow :D
Because , everything in life can be summed up in just three words "
"Life Goes On " :))
Thursday, 10 January 2013
Food for Thought
Life is similar to the sport of Boxing.
Defeat is NOT declared when you fall down;
It is declared when you refuse to 'Get Up'!
Everything is valuable only at TWO times:
1. Before getting it; and
2. After losing it !!
Two things bring Happiness Success in life:
1. The way you MANAGE when you have nothing, and
2. The way you BEHAVE when you have everything !
Two places are MOST VALUABLE in the world:
1. The NICEST place is to be in someone's Thoughts, and
2. The SAFEST place is to be in someone's Prayers.
One of the greatest victories you can gain over someone is to beat him at politeness.
Faith is taking the 1st step, even when you don't see the whole staircase.
Keep your face to the Sun,
And you will not see the shadow!
A Deaf child says: "For all of you, I am deaf;
But for me, all of you are dumb."
Moral: Life differs in each perspective. Live the way you want to.
It is always good to check once in a while,
And make sure that
You haven't lost the things that money CANNOT buy..!!
Ego is the only requirement to destroy any relationship.
Be a bigger person and skip the "E", and let it "go"..!!
One good thing about Egoists:
They don't talk about other people!
Life is similar to the sport of Boxing.
Defeat is NOT declared when you fall down;
It is declared when you refuse to 'Get Up'!
Everything is valuable only at TWO times:
1. Before getting it; and
2. After losing it !!
Two things bring Happiness Success in life:
1. The way you MANAGE when you have nothing, and
2. The way you BEHAVE when you have everything !
Two places are MOST VALUABLE in the world:
1. The NICEST place is to be in someone's Thoughts, and
2. The SAFEST place is to be in someone's Prayers.
One of the greatest victories you can gain over someone is to beat him at politeness.
Faith is taking the 1st step, even when you don't see the whole staircase.
Keep your face to the Sun,
And you will not see the shadow!
A Deaf child says: "For all of you, I am deaf;
But for me, all of you are dumb."
Moral: Life differs in each perspective. Live the way you want to.
It is always good to check once in a while,
And make sure that
You haven't lost the things that money CANNOT buy..!!
Ego is the only requirement to destroy any relationship.
Be a bigger person and skip the "E", and let it "go"..!!
One good thing about Egoists:
They don't talk about other people!
They only talk about themselves!
What is SUCCESS?
It is when your photos are uploaded on GOOGLE,
Instead of FACEBOOK..!!
God didn't give us the gift to read others' minds so that:
We could have the chance to "TRUST",
And have the privilege to be "TRUSTED"!
Always try to forgive the people who have hurt you,
Otherwise they will occupy a RENT-FREE SPACE IN OUR MIND!
God always likes to know again and again what you want.
It is not that He forgets your Dreams Prayers;
But He loves to check your passion towards your desire..!
I asked God: "If everything is already written in Destiny, then WHY should I pray?"
God smiled and said: "I have also written- CONDITIONS APPLY."!!!
Empty pockets teach millions of things in life.
But full pockets SPOIL us in million ways !!!
No one in the world is afraid to speak the truth.
Everybody is afraid to FACE THE CONSEQUENCES after the truth is told!
Getting angry because someone made a mistake
And have the privilege to be "TRUSTED"!
Always try to forgive the people who have hurt you,
Otherwise they will occupy a RENT-FREE SPACE IN OUR MIND!
God always likes to know again and again what you want.
It is not that He forgets your Dreams Prayers;
But He loves to check your passion towards your desire..!
I asked God: "If everything is already written in Destiny, then WHY should I pray?"
God smiled and said: "I have also written- CONDITIONS APPLY."!!!
Empty pockets teach millions of things in life.
But full pockets SPOIL us in million ways !!!
No one in the world is afraid to speak the truth.
Everybody is afraid to FACE THE CONSEQUENCES after the truth is told!
Getting angry because someone made a mistake
Is punishing yourself for the mistakes of others!
Everything about the future is uncertain,
But one thing is sure:
God has already arranged all our tomorrows.
We just have to TRUST HIM TODAY !!
You can never win people with Arguments but you can defeat them with your Smile!
Because people who always wish to Argue with you, cannot bear your Silence !!!
The search for happiness is one of the main sources of unhappiness.
Diplomacy is an art of telling people to go to hell in such a way that
they tend to ask you for directions..!!
If a drop of water falls on a Lake, its identity is lost;
If it falls on a Lotus leaf, it shines like a Pearl.
Drop is the same; but it is the company that matters.
Our HOPES should be like Hair Nails.
No matter how many times they get cut,
But they never stop growing.
"F-E-A-R" has two meanings:
1. Forget Everything And Run.
2. Face Everything And Rejoice..!
Choice is ours..!!
If you walk the way you are guided by humans, you will find hopeless end;
But if you walk the way you are guided by God, you will find endless hope.
Memories are always special.
Sometimes we laugh by remembering the days we cried;
And we cry by remembering the days we laughed.!!!
That's Life!
Sea is there for all.
Some take pearls,
Some take fish,
Some come out with just wet legs!
The World is there for all too
Everything about the future is uncertain,
But one thing is sure:
God has already arranged all our tomorrows.
We just have to TRUST HIM TODAY !!
You can never win people with Arguments but you can defeat them with your Smile!
Because people who always wish to Argue with you, cannot bear your Silence !!!
The search for happiness is one of the main sources of unhappiness.
Diplomacy is an art of telling people to go to hell in such a way that
they tend to ask you for directions..!!
If a drop of water falls on a Lake, its identity is lost;
If it falls on a Lotus leaf, it shines like a Pearl.
Drop is the same; but it is the company that matters.
Our HOPES should be like Hair Nails.
No matter how many times they get cut,
But they never stop growing.
"F-E-A-R" has two meanings:
1. Forget Everything And Run.
2. Face Everything And Rejoice..!
Choice is ours..!!
If you walk the way you are guided by humans, you will find hopeless end;
But if you walk the way you are guided by God, you will find endless hope.
Memories are always special.
Sometimes we laugh by remembering the days we cried;
And we cry by remembering the days we laughed.!!!
That's Life!
Sea is there for all.
Some take pearls,
Some take fish,
Some come out with just wet legs!
The World is there for all too
What we get from it is what we try for!
To smile without condition,
To walk without intention,
To give without reason,
To care without any expectation,
Are the beauties of any Relation!
Life is very complicated.
When you have standards, people call it ATTITUDE;
When you are simple, people try to CHEAT you;
When you cheat others, people call you SMART!
All communication problems are because
We don't listen to understand;
We listen to reply.!!!
To walk without intention,
To give without reason,
To care without any expectation,
Are the beauties of any Relation!
Life is very complicated.
When you have standards, people call it ATTITUDE;
When you are simple, people try to CHEAT you;
When you cheat others, people call you SMART!
All communication problems are because
We don't listen to understand;
We listen to reply.!!!
And, finally, MY FAVORITE:
FRIENDSHIP is like a STICKER.
Once it is peeled off, you may be able to stick it again,
But it WON’T BE as strong as it was when you first applied it..!
That is why ALWAYS TAKE CARE of your FRIENDSHIPS!
clouded mind
finally.....after undergoing loads of mental stress....i decided to come to delhi for getting some right guidance for my mission i.e mission IAS....yup IAS very easy to write n a matter of honor for anyone to add it to their profile..but clearing d exams is not so easy.... preparing for it in a right way is xtremely important...so delhi was d very obvious n favored destination....shifting to delhi wasn't as easy as saying it....coming to an altogether different environment,getting accustomed to d dreadful cold weather here,d temps almost dipping to 2-3 degrees,leaving d all comfy home n family,n all this superceded by d recent happenings in d capital,accentuating d dilemma.....
a tryst with the mind,running thru all inner conflicts,i made a firm decision despite of all these,i had to be strong....its only when u dont have any other option,u realise how strong u are..
first two days were pretty stressful,almost making me think if i really made a wise decision or i just hurried onto it....later as d people starting interacting with me here,n getting accustomed to d environment here,made me feel comfortable,,atleast its not as hard as i anticipated it to be,maybe those were my fears which made it more difficult for me,almost like trying to not sleep to avoid a nightmare....life is never easy,but it is not that difficult as we assume it to be... we just need to get along with it,just 'like the flowing river' as paulo coelho wrote it in that book.... :)
a tryst with the mind,running thru all inner conflicts,i made a firm decision despite of all these,i had to be strong....its only when u dont have any other option,u realise how strong u are..
first two days were pretty stressful,almost making me think if i really made a wise decision or i just hurried onto it....later as d people starting interacting with me here,n getting accustomed to d environment here,made me feel comfortable,,atleast its not as hard as i anticipated it to be,maybe those were my fears which made it more difficult for me,almost like trying to not sleep to avoid a nightmare....life is never easy,but it is not that difficult as we assume it to be... we just need to get along with it,just 'like the flowing river' as paulo coelho wrote it in that book.... :)
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