Ek aah bhari hogi hamne na suni hogi 
Jaate jaate tumne awaaz toh di hogi 
Har waqt yehi hai gum, us waqt kaha the hum 
Kaha tum chale gaye 
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh 
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye 
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh 
Jaha tum chale gaye...

Har cheez pe ashkon se likha hai tumhaara naam 
Ye raste ghar galiyaan tumhe kar na sake salaam 
Hai dil mein reh gayi baat, jaldi se chhuda kar haath 
Kaha tum chale gaye 
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh 
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye 
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh 
Jahan tum chale gaye...

Ab yaadon ke kaante is dil mein chubhte hain 
Na dard thhaherta hai na aanson rukte hain 
Tumhe dhhundhh raha hai pyaar, hum kaise karein iqraar 
Kaha tum chale gaye 
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh 
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye 
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh 
Jahan tum chale gaye...
Ho kahan tum chale gaye

listening to these lines on d fm in d afternoon when i was studying.....totally struck my heart.....it was as if my heart suddenly shrunk....i cudnt concentrate on anything else......

n was taken back,10 years back.....recalling those days....i cudnt help but let d tears find their own way out...as if all those things which were locked deep inside my heart,where noone can reach,,found a way to get out n drown me in them :'(

i still miss my sis......something i haven't really let ppl know...yeah its been almost 10years now...10 years long time,,but not that long enuf to completely heal those unattended unhealed scars...

it wud be her bday on d 13th,,,i can still recall those moments,,her last bday,,,almost evrythn.....

i donno..i cant share it wid anyone rather i dont lyk sharing it...d moment someone takes her name,,,im kinda lost n taken back,,,tears find der way to makeup for my fumbling speech n den i just find it difficult to even express my pain
why god has to do this....i donno,,never got d answer....
no matter how many ppl v come across,how much busy we are or how much d time has lapsed,,,,it just takes a moment,,a word,or an incident,,that just takes u back n u just realise how longing has your heart been for that person...u know that u cant ever meet that person makes u more vulnerable n helpless...i just pray she's happy wherever she is..!!